i think that i am really good at putting on great facade. acting like everything is peachy when, inside, it feels far from it. i have no idea where my life is taking me right now and i'm not a fan of it. at all. i'm quite a control freak and i don't handle 'going with the flow' very well. i want my plan and life to be mapped out before me and i follow it. strictly to suit my desire. plan ain't turning out so well. i don't want to be that girl that wallows up in her sorrows and feels bad for herself. but sometimes i just need to vent. i don't necessarily need answers, just an escape. to let everything free to be out in the open. {hence, my blog.} things have not been going according to plan and i'm not sure how to take it. i'm attempting to go with it and see where it takes me, but, I don't know how long it'll last.
inside i'm hurting. i don't know exactly how to pin-point the problem so i can solve it, and it's driving me nuts. sometimes i guess we really do need to just hurt in order to heal and to grow.
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