decipher

It's that moment when silence is unbearable but the noise is unwanted.

When the words that are said and the words unsaid are completely opposite and the exact same thing.

When you prefer the unknown but can't get enough of the truth.

Pain. Laughter. Sorrow. Disbelief. Dreams.

They now all mean the same thing.

The tears that fall-each one- a different story.

A different thought.

A different memory.

Worlds are crashing while you are trying piece things together.

But, where to start?

Nowhere.

Not wanting to listen but asking and begging for them to speak the words you don't want to understand.

Nothing adding up but not wanting it to.

Some words may be better left unsaid...but this isn't the case.

Rather, some words may be better left unbelieved.

So you choose what you want to hear and try to forget the rest, but that's not reality.

Sometimes reality is fake and fake is reality.

Decipher.